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Mother, woman, wife, lover, girl, violets, roses, sweet peas, amber oil, Fall, well worn quilts, peanut butter cookies, bookstores, Italian food, kisses, Gypsy, a flannel nightie and silk underwear, a silk dress and no underwear, steak, mashed potatoes, avocados, raindrops, thickets, mountains, music, bubble baths, candles, bubble gum, cherries, strawberries, raspberries, ultra fine tip pens, children’s books, letters, lists, postcards, butterfly kisses, flying dreams, misty mornings, shadowy nights, full moons, new moons, Orion, stars, elves, fairies, cooking, my Mother, Wednesday nights, bare feet, sticky fingers, roller coasters, dancing, spinning, soaring, peas in the pod, David Bowie, Garden of Earthly Delights, The Millennium, Princess Bride, Disney's Robin Hood, The Last Unicorn, red hots, cinnamon, tea, lemons, licorice, The Hunger, A Clockwork Orange, Tim Burton, Peter Gabriel, Prince, Rusted Root, Meatloaf, Mozart, Danny Elfman, Wendi Pini, Through the Looking Glass, Jo Clayton, Mysteries, Fantasies, deja vous, synchronicity, fireplaces and marshmallows, bread, mulled wine, thick wool socks, eggnog, The Grateful Dead, Hieronymus Bosch, Robert Frost, Tom Robbins, the JCPennys catalog, Victoria's Secret, leather, satin, steaming hot showers, dill pickles, Greek olives, sleeping under the stars, making love in the dark, making love in the light, shock tarts, submit, *lol*, ... , mustangs, mud, clove cigarettes, margarita's, Merlot, red hair, green eyes, passion, fire, intensity, laughter, night driving, houses in the clouds, swing sets, swimming pools, tree houses, tire swings, hobbits, heroes, horse rides, cotton candy, caramel apples, the city, skinny dipping, red nails, clean face, green grass, gray skies, sunsets, kisses, holding hands, tapping toes, Sex Pistols, Tchaikovsky, thigh high boots, nylon rope, velvet robe, black hair, Cleopatra, Betty Boop, Anne Rice, Pulp Fiction, The Matrix, Natural Born Killers, shiny silver, and much much more.


Accent – 'merican, Californian/Hollywood (Why is it that most people on t.v. don't have an accent?)
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Chore you hate - Putting things away (dishes, laundry, paperwork...)
Dad's name – Kyle
Essential Makeup Item – chapstick
Favourite Perfume - good old fashioned clean sweat
Gold or Silver - Silver
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Insomnia - Yeah
Job Title – Full time Mom
Kids - The Pea & Bug (2 boys born in 1997 & 1999)
Living arrangements – rent a 2 story 3 bedroom house ... great yard, but we Really need a 2nd bathroom!)
Mum's birthplace – a now non-existant little town in Arizona
Number of apples eaten? So many the docs told me to knock it off.
Overnight hospital stays - not if I can avoid it.
Phobias - hospitals
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Siblings - one younger Brother
Time you wake up - when I'm sane ... 6:30. When I'm not ... 1 am, 2 am, 3 am, 4 am Noon ...
Unnatural hair colours - fuschia, red, black, and once I was "neopolitan" for a while - recently true red, blue envy.
Vegetable you refuse to eat – lima beans (it's all Larry the iguana's fault)
Worst habit – Thinking I shouldn't have any bad habits
X-rays you've had – a few
Yummy foods you make – greek pasta salad
Zodiac sign - Libra

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Because I need to remember.
Because if I tell myself often enough, someday I might believe it, and if I believe it then maybe it will be true.

I will give my gratitude to everything and everyone because I am still alive.
I have one more day to be myself.
I will be free and wild, tempered only with wisdom.
I do not need to justify my existence.
I do not need to fear being judged by others.
I do not need to control anyone or be controlled by anyone.
I do not need to be right.
I will respect myself and everyone else.
I do not fear love.
I do not fear rejection.
I do not fear loss.
I will live with an open heart.
I will choose happiness.

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I am beautiful.
I am wise.
I am strong.
I am generous.
I am creative.
I am kind.
I am healthy.
I am gentle.
I am sexy.
I am loving.
I am artistic.
I am successful.
I am passionate.
I am respectful.
I am forgiving.
I am responsible.
I am free.
I am child-like.
I am happy.

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Today I will choose to believe in myself.

Today I will be impeccable with my word.
. I will take responsibility for my actions without judging or blaming myself.

Today I will not take anything personally.
. I will trust myself to make responsible choices.
. I will know I am not responsible for anyone else's actions.
. I will ask for what I need.

Today I will not make assumptions.
. I will acknowledge what I really want.
. I will ask for what I want.

Today I will do my best.
. I will not judge myself for having a fluctuating level of best.
. I will take actions because I want to and not for their rewards.
. I will let go of regret.
. I will be aware and learn from my mistakes.
. I will let go of the past and live int he moment.
. I will honor my body.

Today I will play.
. I will let go of fear and shame.

Today I will be aware.

Today I will forgive.

The Bene Gesserit Littainy against Fear
from Dune by Frank Herbert

I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.