Confessions of a
Painslut
Confession #1
Sunday night....He called me from His business trip....He was in the
hotel....i had been online....when i am online, and when i talk to Him....i am
to only be wearing His collar, which i was....i must wear His collar at all
times when i am home....when outside the home, i wear a gold chain that fits
like a choker around my neck....to remind me of the collar....anyway....i
digress.....
trying to remember the sequence....it sort of blurs together....closing
my eyes....hearing His voice....first He had me place two clothespins on each of
my pussy lips....and one on my clit....and one on each nipple....the one on my
clit was extremely painful to me....so He allowed me to remove it after a short
time....He then had me light a candle....all the while He was talking to
me....His voice soothing my anxiety.....He then had me hold the candle above
each of my nipples....and let the wax drip down....He had me hold the candle far
enough away so that the wax would be very hot, but would not burn me....He is
very careful about my safety....He then had me drip the hot wax onto my
clit....and then my nipples again, only holding the candle closer this
time....and then on my clit again...with the candle held closer....
if i recall the sequence of events correctly....He then had me take a wooden
spoon....and smack each of my nipples a few times....with the clothespins
clamped on them....and then my pussy....by this time i was extremely
aroused....very wet....and then He had me take my hairbrush and smack each of my
ass cheeks a number of times....hard enough for Him to hear the
smacks....again....i became even more aroused as the pain became greater....
at this point, He had me remove the clothespins....and knowing that i was
extremely aroused, He then had me insert my butt plug....and then taking a very
large dildo that i have, insert it into my pussy....stroking....fucking
myself....and then had me take my electric vibrator and hold it against my
clit....bringing me to the edge a number of times before He allowed me to
cum.....then He had me remove my butt plug...and the dildo....but had me insert
the dildo into my ass....and again stroking it....fucking myself....and again
with the vibrator held against my clit....bringing me to the edge....and then
finally allowing me to cum....and cum hard i did....my pussy convulsing.....my
body throbbing and throbbing.....
after He allowed me to cum twice....we talked....and then....while i was
still throbbing....He had me again spank myself with the hairbrush....25 times
on each ass cheek....hard.....it prolonged the waves of my orgasm....and it left
bruises on my ass...which i can still feel as i sit here....making me feel all
warm and peaceful inside....
His allowing me to cum twice on Sunday night was a gift....as on Thursday
night He felt the need to punish me for not complying with His instructions, and
told me i wasn't going to be allowed to cum until Wednesday....He has also given
me assignments to follow during the time when i am not with Him....what i
discovered ....was that i found a sense of peace in submitting to His
will....that i craved pain with my pleasure....and that He is a caring, careful
Dom....
it was as though He was there....
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